So today marks the one year anniversary of my grandfather's death!
How am I feeling? - Sad is one way to describe my emotions, also there is still a part of me that feels guilty for not feeling as sad as I did when my grandmother passed and that makes me feel worse!
I don't know if it is because my grandmothers passing was a complete shock and so for me it was just a matter of time before my grandfather went to be with his "Darling Kate" or if it is because the bond between my grandmother and I was stronger!?
Either way, I loved, no LOVE both dearly and not a day goes by that they are not in my heart or thoughts! I miss them more than words can express, and just pray that I can make them proud!
How am I feeling? - Sad is one way to describe my emotions, also there is still a part of me that feels guilty for not feeling as sad as I did when my grandmother passed and that makes me feel worse!
I don't know if it is because my grandmothers passing was a complete shock and so for me it was just a matter of time before my grandfather went to be with his "Darling Kate" or if it is because the bond between my grandmother and I was stronger!?
Either way, I loved, no LOVE both dearly and not a day goes by that they are not in my heart or thoughts! I miss them more than words can express, and just pray that I can make them proud!
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